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Wani baƙo mai shekaru hamsin ya zo wurina ba zato ba tsammani, lokacin da na bar wurin zama na don yin layi don yin tarayya a bayan Cocin Dominican na Saint Pius V, a Providence, RI – a fadin Cibiyar Kwalejin Providence – ranar 8 ga Agusta, 2012.
“Ya yi sanyi a nan! Kuna barin Cocin?” Ya tambayeta. “A’a, ina yin layi don Saduwa,” na amsa.
Yanayin zafi yana da daɗi, amma yana daskarewa, kuma na ji sanyin kalaman da na tsinkayi a matsayin alamar ruhaniya.
“Me zan yi yanzu?” Ya tambaya. “Shin kuna karɓar tarayya? Yi layi,” na ba da shawarar. “Ka Katolika?”
“Ni ne, amma ban daɗe da yin aiki ba,” baƙon ya amsa. “Wataƙila ku ɗauki tarayya bayan tuntuɓar firist,” na ba da shawarar. Mutumin ya yi baƙin ciki saboda yana sha’awar Eucharist kamar allurar kamfas zuwa Pole ta Arewa.
“Me kuke yi a layin?” Ya tambayeta. “Ina karɓar Yesu,” na amsa.
“Kuna jin ƙishirwa ga Yesu?”
“Eh, I am…” ya fada da sauri.
“Ka yi layi, ka karɓi Yesu, ka tuntuɓi firist, da wuri-wuri,” na ba shi shawara.
Mu ne masu sadarwa biyu na ƙarshe. Mai bikin ya ba ni tarayya, sannan ya sauka tare da mai masaukin baki don saduwa da baƙon.
“Me zan yi?” Ya tambayi mai bikin. “Yallabai ka na Katolika?” ya tambayi Dominican. “Ni ne, amma na dade ban yi aiki ba.”
“Allah kina jin kishirwa?”
“Eh, ina jin ƙishirwa!” bakon ya amsa.
Sun yi tattaunawa a taƙaice, kuma na lura da Dominican yana yin alamar gicciye a goshin mai sadarwa kuma ya sa maƙiyi a bakinsa.
Mai magana da yawun ya tambayi mai bikin “Me zan yi?” “Hadiya mai gida,” ya amsa.
Cike da mamaki, na dawo wurin zamana da garkuwar Grace.
“Na gode. Na yi farin ciki sosai!” baƙon ya gaya mani bayan taro. “Ta yaya zan ci gaba da jin daɗin wannan kwanciyar hankali da farin ciki?” Ya tambaya. Nemi mai bikin don jagorar ruhaniya yayin lokacin zamantakewa, na ba da shawarar.
Wanene wannan mutumin mai ban mamaki?
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Na bar Cocin Saint Pius V cikin tsoro, murna da kwarjini bayan bukin Saint Dominic a ranar 8 ga Agusta, 2012.
“Manuel, masu aminci da yawa sun kasance a cikin coci, amma Mai ƙishirwa ga Allah ya zaɓe ka don ja-gorar Eucharistic. Ina so ka jawo mutane zuwa gare ni. Triniti Mai Tsarki yana ɗaukar ka ta Wahala don kyakkyawan manufa a cikin Cocin Roman Katolika.
Neman Ilmi na Allah, domin Ilmin Dan Adam yana ƙarfafa hankalin ku a cikin wannan duniyar mai wucewa, amma Ilmin Allah yana ba ku hikima ta har abada. Lokacin da kuke nazarin Kimiyyar Allah, ina ba ku ra’ayi na ci gaba da kuma Alheri. Ci gaba da sauraron Dominicans, saboda suna da kaifi da harshe da hankali, kuma suna shiga cikin Eucharist.
Manuel, ni ne Ruhu Mai Tsarki kuma na faɗa maka ‘Wahalarka ita ce taska.’ Allah yana so ya kulla ƙawance da ku wanda Shaiɗan ba zai kuskura ya ƙalubalanci ku ba. Ka sallama mini, in shiryar da kai ga aikinka.”
Na mika wuya ga Ruhunka Mai Tsarki!
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Manuel Silveira 